feels like crying..

spoke to a colleague today..
and we can sense that we are equally sad
for some reason or no reason at all..

on night, tonight

don't know which side i'll be taking, male or female.
who will be working with me..
how many patients,
any DILs or any PR problems..

what ever it is.. still have to work.
it doesnt mean the patients sleep at night
no, not most nights.
don't know why they wake up a more than a couple
of time to pee or even to BO in the middle of the night!
especially in the cold weather these days... i think
i will we expecting lots of call bells for urinals and bedpans.

miss a few pple in the ward.
hopefully everyone is doing fine and
the work load not too heavy..

hopefully, kev comes home early, that is, if he intend to skip class..
so that ..i can driveeeeeeeeee to work......yeahhoo....

been driving for the past 2 days..
and i am enjoying it..

no cure for sneezing

been sneezing too much.. till my back hurts.
seen the doctor on my off day yesterday and got 2 days mc to rest.
sneeze.. allergy to what?
had Todd next to me.. cuddled him cos he also needed some warmth
from the cold weather.. and i didn't sneeze ..
it must be the cold cold weather...
left the house, started to sneeze,
in the car also sneeze.. while driving.. sneeze,
in the coffeeshop also sneeze..

it's so tiring .. sneezing non-stop.
tearry eyes and
non-stop runny nose...
got my front t-shirt all wet from wiping off the mucus hehehe..
lazy to use the tissue paper..

the pple at home not well..
only the cats are fit.

why?

another 300 bucks gone to waste! that $$$ could have brought me to somewhere!!!
we, obviously, didn't make it..
we are going to give it a rest..
will re-take the paper again ... say.. 2 to 3 mths' time..
Save 100bucks/mth ..
make sure take leave for the paper,
L.O.C must be at super alert!
and must have the appetite to talk on speaking test day.

whatever it is, the next round must die2 pass!!!!!!

everyday go to work do the same thing.
getting sick of documentation.. especially.
another fren expressed the same thing while doing the beds..

to me , the ward is becoming like a childcare centre.
bathe and clean them, feed and change them, make them comfortable
at the end of the day.. call their family members to bring them home.

then we have the principal and vice principal.
and one of them loves to nag..nag.. nag..when no one listening
then got the HOD.. who checks on our work..
and these big shot people.. only know how to nag,
command, demand and shoot!
they can get sick but we can't
they can go for leave as and when they like..
and don't care.

tmr my off day.. don't know what to do.