i am not making any new resolution come new year, but it is going to be a start of a new journey for me to practise nursing. not so encouraging now after i got to know of my salary package, which i didn't expect it to be that miserable.

Even though, my student days have come to an end yesterday, i don't feel absolute relieve. Even now.. no feeling at all.... don't have the mood for any celebration... why..?

Added to the above misery .. bad news of our adik who had to re-do her attachment, given the reason that she was not up to it or not ready for it (to perform as staff nurse).. which some of us think that .. it was all bull shit. They are making use of students as free labour, that's what we think. And what nonsense.. they were telling us that ..it's ok to repeat cos it won't affect our future. They think we are small kids.. cannot think one meh..

So how to have that good "last day" kind of feeling?

When kev smsed me that we shall celebrate .. i don't know what are we celebrating ..
only when i got home and he told me that he cleared his maths exam paper which he had no confidence in passing it..
only then, i realised what the celebration is for..

but we didn't go anywhere cos we suddenly fell asleep after the delivery guys for our new fridge and washer, left. in my 10 years of marriage,this is our 4th washing machine. pple use their washer like for life time, don't know why for me, washing machine don't seem to last very long.