the clock strikes midnight... as the dream slips through your head... this is no dress rehearsal... there is no second chance...
Thursday, May 05, 2011
Very sad even though I was very prepared with the outcome.
What happened? I don't know. And I think the Dr may not be able to explain too.
I can only conclude one thing based on how i felt during my 2 weeks wait...
the cramps, pins and needles, aches, and no sign of breast swelling might be signs and symptoms of BFN.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Monday, February 07, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 06, 2011
at 11am, received call from KKH that my E2 level is at good range and so i can start on Puregon 400u every morning for 7 days and on the 8th day (15 Jan 2011) , scheduled for 9am scan. As for the scan, the uterus lining is thin and there's no sign of cyst. Only seen clots/spots from my previous menses.
kevin starts on his oral antibiotics on same day 08 Jan for 7 days.
According to the nurse, it will take about up to 10-14days to see the growth of the follicle. 14days counting from 8th Jan will indicate that my ER will be earlier than i expected, probably fall between 21 to 24th Jan. 2days wait for fertilization then, transfer the eggs.
17 days after ET, pregnancy test (approximately around the 14.02.2011 week!)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
I am finding it too confusing, so the dates may not be accurate. But it's about there la....
My estimated schedule :-
Day 1 ( 1 dec)
start of menses 1st December 2010 - call KKH IVF
Day 2 (2 dec)
Day 3 - Day 20
started Microgynon (birth control pills) x 19 days
Day 21 (22 dec) - Day 26 ( 26 dec) :
Microgyon 5days + subcut Lucrin 10 units x 5 days
Total Microgyon 24days
Day 27 - Day 35 ( 27.12 to 6 January 2011) :
subcut Lucrin 10 Units x 11days
Total 16days Lucrin - baseline scan & bloodtest for E2
Day 36 - Day 42 ( 7 Jan to 13 Jan 2011)
subcut Lucrin 10 units x another 7 days
Day 43- Day 49 (14 Jan 2011 – 20 Jan 2011)
Start subcut Puregon 200 IU x 7 days + Lucrin 10 units
Day 50 (21 Jan 2011)
(8th day of puregon)- 1st scan
Day 54 (9th to 12th days of puregon) - 2nd scan
Day 58 (29 Jan 2011)
(16th day of puregon): 3nd scan
** When follicles reach 16mm, STOP Lucrin. Total 16 days puregon
Sunday, December 12, 2010
2010, has been another challenging year for me and the coming months heading on to 2011 will even be the biggest challenge of my life(and Kevin's too, of cos).
looking back at my 2010 calender, in the past months, we have been busy with home improvements. renovated our home so beautifully that my heart aches when we handed the keys away. been living with my in-laws ever since the start of the fasting month. tough but i am grateful to have such wonderful and understanding in-laws. have to admit that we do have some minor problems here and there, but they are willing to give in to me. nice in laws. i know i have hurt them in one way or another. i am living in their house and i wanting to make it like mine, my style, my way- i just wanna feel comfortable. i have invaded there freedom, their breathing and living space. On the other hand, we hope to care, look out for one another and save cost, maybe. Well, surely things do not seem to turn out to be what we hoped for.
in between those busy and messy months, i underwent Hysteroscopic Myomectomy. did not realised that multiple fibroids and polyps have been living inside me for very long that it grew between 6 to 8cm! had those extra-territorials removed and planned for another bigger project- project of a lifetime!
"Project P" we would call it. it's been almost 2 weeks now, i have been taking daily does of microgyon tablet for 26days. started 2 days after my LMP dated 1.12.2010. it's an oral contraceptive pill- birth control. almost immediately, it ended my period, and i can't help but to notice the change over my left boobs- slightly raised and increased. not too sure if the pills have caused this.
On day 21 from my LMP (22.12.2010) - will be starting on daily injections - Lucrin injections for about 2-4weeks - every morning on my tummy. Just in case i'd be afraid to jab myself, i have taught mama how to do it, and kevin has got his training from the nurse when we last visited the IVF centre. Yes! it's ivf/icsi treatment with KKH. My doctor is Dr M. Hendriks.