the clock strikes midnight... as the dream slips through your head... this is no dress rehearsal... there is no second chance...

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Can Make it One!

 



Preparation for the coming is ongoing so-so... started too early till the mood to study gone liao... Somemore, me and L, agreed to undertake a project to "baby sit" someone who "cannot make it"... hehehe... No stress.. very glad to help out . Kept saying that he is disabled ... Me and L, believe that "this- able" someone "can make it"! Cia yo.. Speedy Recovery ... !!

New thing to me but not to others i guess ...Japanese Animae- "Bleach"!! Me and Kev was at one the comic cum gaming shop at AMK, and saw this animae.. i told him about it.. and guess what.. hahahaha... he had it all in just 2 nights.. Wah..my sayang .. can make it one!!!

I am going to watch it right after Exams! I have seen the intro, part 1, 2 and I'm loving it already... especially the songs... "so motivating.."

Last night Kev can't sleep.. but i was damn tired..my eyes cannot open.. too tired from reading my bio notes.. and hahaha.. for the very first time, i talk in my sleep. It used to be him but this time round it's me.. And he can entertained me somemore.. by asking questions but by that time, i was half conscious.. hehe. In my sleep, Kev said that i mentioned something about preparing a report. What report i wonder... hmmm.. had it got to do with hospital/ ward reports?

Was studying at JE library since 10 am till 7pm tdy, supposed to study till 8, but Kev decided to go out after doing his assignment! Yeah.. i am going out.. very happy!! What else ...midnight movie at our fav, Orchard Cineleisure.. Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

 

That's J , my clinical instructor.. she's a natural. All of us really like her. She made our stay at the ward meaningful. Thank you.. We can never forget u... U are the Best! Posted by Picasa
Don't know what to start off with .. after so long have not been logging in.

I will be finishing my course soon.. and by next year this time, i will be a registered nurse, taking the role of staff nurse. I must decide what discipline i want to pursue .. this 3 weeks' attachment, i was assigned to ortho ward.. and i kinda enjoying it.. very interesting.. not too routine as compared to medical ward. Learn a lot in this ward.. thanks to the clinical instructor, J. She's been with the hospital for 13 years and still serving bond.. her speciality- surgical/ortho. She's great.. should have been around during our very first attachment.. J expressed that she never regret being a nurse but slightly disappointed with the management.. well i can understand why.. but everywhere could be the same too.. got to adjust ourselves to the environment since we can't change it.

Exam week starts from next friday and throughout the following week. Started revision already but don't seemed to remember what I have studied. So much to digest.. i hope i can cope with my revision given such limited time.

Kevin's back to do 12hr shift.. and this month- night shift. I am alone again...
Hate coming home to find no one at home. But, of cos.. i got my cats to welcome me..but it's not the same. Kev will return home tomorrow morning, then i will leave for work, then he leaves in the evening.. and we'll see each other again the following morning... feels so miserable.. :(
Just now at 9pm, supposed to sign off from work.. i don't feel the urgency to go home.. I left 15 mins later.. walked slowly.. no rush... send sms to Kev telling him that i'm heading home. Kept checking my mobile for his replies.. but nope.. don't have.. he must be busy..

I hope he does not have to work shift for long..

I can't put myself to sleep.. it's almost 2am now.. the TV was on since the time i stepped into the house.. lights too .. grabbed my laptop from the living room and since then, I did not leave my bedroom ...have not got a sip of drink since i stepped into the house. I am not me at all.. too quiet, didn't open my mouth, except for the long awaited phonecall from Kev at 11pm earlier.. spoke for less than 4mins after that.. my mouth is shut and this could be the reason why i decided to blog my heart out.