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Sunday, April 24, 2005

Now.. what's the problem??!!!!

We definitely cannot please everyone, huh. Even if there's a solution to it, there will still be some unsettled matter of the heart business sort of thing.. or in chinese they call it "sick heart" or something close to that.

Very glad that i had a good talk with KL two nights ago. Somehow i don't know how to interpret his character. He's a smart fellow but at times, very unpredictable. Sometimes we saw him hitting the walls with his fist, venting his anger i guess.. but at times, he suddenly jumped for joy... a little crazy but i thinks that ok.. a little bit of craziness is accepted.. jus like me .. hehehe.. anywayz...

I apologised to him for all the unhappiness i caused for the past 15weeks. Apologise for all the childish and stupid behaviour, if any, and let's just do our best in the next semester, if we are to return to our same subgroup. We knew our strength and weaknesses.. and had laid out some rules.. so as not to make the same mistakes. Basically it's all about respect and discipline. We cannot escape from problems, personality conflict and all.. till the day we step into the wards.. we are going to face even bigger challenges. Interpersonal communication skills play an important role then... must have michael's course book minimised to bring to the wards together with the clinical log book.

But what had happen to our class??? Have we not practice communication skill appropriately? The group reps met up to solve the sub-group issue.. so we reshuffled and a few not happy. And that few.. most probably 2 or 3 of them how object to the idea.. and insisted that it's the mentor's job to shuffle the group. But that wouldn't solve the prob cos not all want to split. arghhh really don't know what to do now...

I am going to let it rest... until the exams over by 6 May. Then after that, i'll be posted to Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic for 1 week and the rest of the 3 weeks will be at TTSH, ward 9B. After that, then got 2 weeks' break.

Trying to study at home.. but home is sooooo comfortable.... always sleepy mode.
Woke up this morning at 7, cooked fried rice for b/fast and study.. but at 9 dozing off.. so i got up, ironed some clothes.. settled down to study again... sleepy...
left the house to Civic Plaza library.. tahan for 2 hrs.. then came back home...fixed Kevin his brunch.. he said the nasi goreng nice.. yummy eh.. Blog till now. Rec'd sms from Isabel, she's at JE library.. maybe will join her later...

Kevin night shift from tdy till Tuesday nite.. Wednesday is the JP Morgan Corp Run..must run cos Kevin already paid $25 for that. Have not been running since the KL Marathon. Cialat.. don't know how man!

hai.. outside got dark clouds.. it's going to rain lor... ahhh .. the bed is calling !!!!!

better read up my 5105... Got to make Ms Low proud lor...!!!

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